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Away is good for me.
I brush my teeth, work out, go for a walk, talk to people, write, masturbate, shower, and read every day.
Away is bad for me.
I contemplate change, act single, smoke a lot, drink a lot, masturbate, barely eat, and eat crap every day.
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A glimpse at what could be.
Do I remove the ring, play it out.
No testing of the water,
Allow myself to dive in.
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From the fence the grass is green,
In the grass, you see the weeds.
But you have to cross the fence.
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Instead I sit on it,
My home, away from home.
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Indecision; my balance & instability,
Decide by not deciding,
Say enough to hint
Allow others to complete the thought.
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21 days creates a habit.
This is my reset switch.