Away…………..

23 08 2010
“One’s philosophy is not best expressed in words;  it is expressed in the choices one makes … and the choices we make are ultimately our responsibility”
~Eleanor Roosevelt

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Away is good for me.

I brush my teeth, work out, go for a walk, talk to people, write, masturbate, shower, and read every day.

Away is bad for me.

I contemplate change, act single, smoke a lot, drink a lot, masturbate, barely eat, and eat crap every day.

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A glimpse at what could be.

Do I remove the ring, play it out.

No testing of the water,

Allow myself to dive in.

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From the fence the grass is green,

In the grass, you see the weeds.

But you have to cross the fence.

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Instead I sit on it,

My home, away from home.

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Indecision; my balance & instability,

Decide by not deciding,

Say enough to hint

Allow others to complete the thought.

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21 days creates a habit.

This is my reset switch.





Dreams

17 08 2010

Sleep. Sleep. SLEEP.
I watch the city, lost in wandering thought.
No structure. No link.
A waking dream with no rest.

Alone. Wanting for anyone.
But wanting for no one.
Transition. Limbo.
Waiting for adjustment.

I’m debating a smoke….. And wondering where to get weed.








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