I am ridiculously FUCKING MAD right now.
After I left work today, I popped back for an hour to help out.
In that hour someone broke into my truck, stole my stereo, iPod, & gps.
I already bought a new iPod….it’s kinda a necessity.
But no music in my truck REALLY PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you know anyone who steals shit…. don’t tell me just cut their balls off!!
Wake up.
The haze brings a kind off clarity.
A focus on true reality.
Move from the bed,
The grip slowly loosens.
The haze clears.
Back to life.
I’ve been thinking about,
reading about and hearing about this great meaning of life that everyone searches for.
I am one,,,,
Why is it we search outside of ourselves.
We seek it in others.
We seek it in conquest, in domination & submission, in conformation & independence.
Yet, we rarely seek that which we honestly want.
It’s hardest to look at the face in the mirror some days (maybe all days),
By longing for more, we concede a failure of the current self,
so concede completely.
Take a deep, dark look in your eyes and say it….
that what you want.
The meaning of life is that
“I want….”.
Strive for what makes you happy.
Remove obligation, but for obligation to self.
To want and seek, is to fail.
Repeatedly.
So I say, hold up those you care for in their attempted selfishness
It should be celebrated.
